Sexy: I know my husband is attracted to me, and that's great. But I feel pretty frumpy right now. Nothing fits the way it should. I'm always sucking in. When I am not sucking in, I look like a pregnant whale. My legs? Are still eff-ing fantastic. But my stomach? Lumpy and weird. Do I look ok? Sure. But I want to look HOT. Which is why I'll be going to the gym this week. For reals.
I really have been working really hard on this resolution! I started going to the gym. I have been dutiful. And it's starting to show. My stomach is flatter and less wobbly. My chest is a more realistic size. I feel good (minus one arthritic knee). I have been packing my lunch, which forces me to eat healthier while saving money as a bonus. I am getting sexified.
Tomorrow night, Hubby and I are going to his company's annual kick-off event to celebrate their achievements in 2010, and inspire the masses in 2011. Last year, I was exactly one week away from delivering our daughter. I shoved myself into the one dress that fit, and hauled my pregnant butt to the open bar. Where I enjoyed a glass of soda. All of the other women flitted past in sexy dresses and high heels, as I struggled to stay upright in my Tory Burch flats.
So this year, I decided to go all out. I found the sexiest dress I could and bought it.
 |
